Saturday, January 15, 2011

thank U, my love!!!!


bismillahirrahmanirrahim....
assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh..............
alhamdulillah....
the IB result had came out, right???
and for me it is not a good one compared to others...
hehe....
but still...
alhamdulillah....
we are still having the chance to enjoy the magnificence of this wonderful world of His....
in fact, bcoz of His love and rahmah towards us, we can still even breath...
we can see things....
we can hold something....
we can walk....
we can read...
we can hear...
we use His oxygen....
we consume His food from His plant....
we can do so much thing that we want....
but the question is.....
do we receive any kind of bill from Him every month...
or everyday???
how much does it cost????
rm200???
rm20000???
or rm200000000????
answer this question on your own....

and next....
we go to the second question....
do we use all of His nikmat....
we can see things....
we can hold something....
we can walk....
we can read...
we can hear...
we use His oxygen....
we consume His food from His plant....
according to His law and rules????
do we do things in order to obtain His redha????

hhmmmmmmm...........

just wanna share something.......
before this....
i really dont really care about study...
you know what???
i even whine bcoz He ask me to amar makruf nahi munkar...
but at the same time He ask me to be excellent in academics....
i was like...
ya Allah...
how could You do this to me???
there are plenty of time that i can do to entertain my target of Your amar makruf nahi munkar....
why must You want me to keep busy with this so-called-important-stage-of-life-is-to-study????
i know that it is just a medium for us to attract people to amar makruf nahi munkar once we are already have the dr. title....
but still...
hmmmm............

but now i know and understand perfectly....
Allah...
forgive me....
i know that islam is great...
i must show it to the world by be one myself....
i must be excellent in academics...
dont be a fitnah to my din....
islam is great...
(islam hebat!!!)

on top of that.....
O myself....
please...
remember who you are...
you are just His servant...
not a coolie....
wanna know the differences????

COOLIE

1) must be paid
2) has his own worktime
3) can argue about his payment

SERVANT

1) no money paid
2) worktime is every single sec of his life
3) cant argue about his payment bcoz he dont has salary

cool, huh???
we are more in a lower status than coolie...
hahaha...
is it funny???
have u watch or heard about servant during the jahiliyah era???
era at mecca before Muhammad came???
many women had been made as servants...
and what that they can do???
their owner can do anything upon them...
they can hit them...
they can sell them to another owner..
they can rape them...
or even make money by do a prostitution bussines...

and how do all the servants survive???
can they say something??
can they do the same to their owner??
can they be angry to their owner???
the answer is no.....

reflection:
now back to our story..
what about us?????

im going to give a statement...
we are HIS SERVANT....
conclusion- what we should do???
can we argue things with Him???
can we be sad of His nikmat??
can we be dissapointed upon Him???
can we be jealous upon Him???
can we be lazy upon Him??
the answer is................
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fill in the blank..........
answer this question deep inside your heart....

we are JUST His servant....
a servant need to be alwaz agree and do whatever our owner ask us to do...
and He can make up any regulations that He want becoz we are only borrowing all of His assets....
borrowing what????
our brain...
our hands...
our eyes....
our legs....
out mouth....
our niat...
even our soul...
..........
...........
...........
eh....
then...
what is mine???


the answer is....
..............
...............
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NOTHING!!!!!!!
nothing......
isy isy isy...
kesian........
org miskin rupenye....
eh...
bukan org miskin...
memang x termasuk dlm apa2 golongan...
bcoz even the poor people can walk, talk, ask for money....
aiyak...

then...
are we not ashame with HIM????
hmmmmm........................


reminder:::::::
the death is chasing for u.. and it is certain for the time to come....
watch out!!!!!!

next action????
i'll do anything for U...
just for U...
bcoz i am YOUR servant...
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..........full stop...........