tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91934748584253295762024-02-08T06:40:32.820+08:00...::MY LOVE STORY::..i wanna be with U!!!
please...
show me the way.....azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-83641139007765591382018-09-19T13:39:00.000+08:002018-09-19T13:39:46.296+08:00.::Whats Up With Malacca::.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ALL of us know that Melaka is a historical place that we should go. But have you really know the history of Melaka besides the 'Parameswara-watching-a-deer-kick-a-dog' thingy?</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">hmmm... lets find out the hidden history!!!</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">PARAMESWARA</span></b><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">the name Parameswara suggest that he was a Hindu but tahukah anda yang seorang syeikh dari Tanah arab telah mendakwahkan beliau sehingga beliau menamakan diri beliau sebagai Sultan Muhammad Syah?? Yup.. Its the very same person you all.... fuhh</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Laksamana Cheng Ho</span></b><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Abad ke 14M adalah tahun Tanah melayu menyaksikan kepesatan dakwah islam ke Melaka menerusi penghijrahan Laksamana Cheng Ho ke Melaka. Laksamana Cheng Ho telah berdakwah ke Indonesia, Sumatera, Melaka, Kenya, Brunei dan banyakk lagiii...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Beliau mendapat aspirasi melalui datuk beliau yang sudah ke Mekah menunaikan haji. Datuk beliau sering menceritakan perihal islam dan tauhid yang perlu di embrace oleh seluruh manusia.. apa lagi.. Cheng Ho pun dari kecik dah berkobar-kobar nak mendalami ilmu agama dan seterusnya pergi berdakwah ke serata dunia!!! ya ampun.. hebatnyaaa</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">banyakkkkk sgttt orang yang dia bawakkk...tingginya tummuhat dia ni... hadoi... tepuk dahi..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">waktu tu Raja Tiongkok Cheng Tsu tak kisah kalau islam masuk ke China. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sini kat area jonker walk je.. pi la masukk</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>Sultan Mansur Syah dan Hang Li Po</b> </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">-mereka berkahwin untuk mengeratkan lagi hubungan antara China dan Tanah Melayu Melaka.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">- Puteri Hang Li Po dating dengan 500 orang pengiring. disinilah bermulanya keturunan baba nyonya. mereka dapat penempatan di Bukit China</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">-import orang Arab masuk ke Tanah Melayu Melaka makin meriah sebab nak bagi semua orang mendalami ilmu agama ni</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sulatan Alaudin Riayat Syah</span></b><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ini antara kisah sultan yang bisa menitiskan airmata kawan-kawan.. sob3.. why? because sultan ni cuba meniru sahabat nabi Umar al khattab yang memang menyamar sebagai rakyat malam2 untuk meninjau keadaan rakyatnya... aduh... suci dan murninya niat pemerintah zaman dahulu yang memang memikirkan umat.. bukan hanya berjoli sana sini</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sultan Mahmud Syah</span></b><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">hat ni yang cheq segan nk cerita bagi kat hang</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">sultan ni tak best sket.. sebab kemewahan dah merata.. jadinya sultan ni kaki perempuan dan kaki judi.. inilah titik bermulanya pemerintahan diselenggara oleh bendahara</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">haaaaa... hampa nak tau? orang portugis dah hidu dah benda ni... waktu tu depa usha-usha Melaka.. waktu tu orang tempatan tak kenai lagi depa ni... sebab depa da biasa orang india mai... bila orang portugis mai depa kata eee ada benggali putih mai la kat perairan Melaka...</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">nak dijadikan cerita, syaitan kan suka pecah belah ni, sultan jealous bila rakyat sokong sangat bendahara.. waktu tu Portugis hantar serangan tp berjaya ditepis dek kerana Bendahara yang memikirkan umat ni..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">apalagi nama Bendahara makin naik dan Sultan makin bertambah jealous.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Sultan pakat dengan Portugis bunuh bendahara..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">apa lagi.. kacau bilau lah Melaka... dia laa... Sultan kan tak pandai perintah sebab dah kaki perempuan dan kaki judi.. dia tak biasa la tu.. jadinya Portugis amek kesempatan.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hantar serangan ke 2.. habis hancur negeri... arghh sedihnya.. yang menyerang waktu tu hanyalah ulama yang masih lagi tersisa semangat jihad pertahankan Tanah air.. yang sultan semua lari.. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">kalau hampa nak tahu kota a famosa tu didirikan oleh 4 benda</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">1) rumah orang kampong</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">2) istana tempat tapak kota tu didirikan</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">3) kubur ulama</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">4) masjid</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ada depa tulis kat monument tu.. pandai2 la hampa baca.. tapi kalau hampa tak baca rugiii..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">kita pi Melaka dok tangkap gambaq peace sana peace sini..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">padahai itu adalah lambang kesedihan umat islam nak habaq mai..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">kan kalau tengok bangunan tu memang bughuk...</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">memang saja depa letak je sisa2 4 benda tu..main sukahati letakk</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">kalau hampa tengok binaan dia memang pelik... pintu gerbang cantum, tingkap tak sama..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">memang saja... sebab itu lah buktinya kejatuhan islam.. sampaikan depa dah tak payah jaga dah... sebab orang kita sendiri yang jaga dan buat jadi tarikan pelancongan.. pastu dok peace sana peace sini.. satu hamprak pun tak paham sejarah dia... sob3.. sejarah kita.... </span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Inggeris dan Belanda</span></b><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">hat ni kalau kita baca lagi la kita saket hati..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Belanda pernah dapat Melaka sebab dia jealous je kenapa Melaka mcm hebat sgt perdagangan dia.. waktu ni Belanda dah ada Betawi sebagai pusat perdagangan, So dia dapat Melaka kejap pastu dia tak tahu nak buat apa. British amek kesempatan buat perjanjian tukar suka sama suka. Maka bermula lah dasar pecah dan perintah supaya rakyat tak kan bangkit lagi dah. Pusat pentadbiran Melaka pada tahun itu 1824 diLondon.. kelako kan..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">haaaa ada laa agenda dia....</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">kita stop sini dulu.. nanti kita sambung lain pulak..</span> azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-52310256117522626982017-01-25T16:25:00.000+08:002017-01-25T16:25:16.803+08:00.::: Sampai bila:::.sudah lama tidak ku menukilkan sesuatu di sini<br />
arrghh<br />
banyak yang telah berlaku<br />
dan aku semakin hari semakin cuba menempuh waktu<br />
dalam sisa2 nafas yang masih lagi tuhan berikan untukku<br />
<br />
currently i have no adik<br />
dan benda itu adalah salah satu perkara yang amat menyedihkan aku di kala ini<br />
namunn<br />
arrghhh<br />
aku tahu<br />
aku yang malas<br />
padahal senggang waktu ini boleh ku gunakan untuk improve tarbiyah dan istiab diri<br />
bila sedih<br />
mula la teringat mereka yang sudah pergi meninggalkanku<br />
<br />
arrghhhhh<br />
i hate it<br />
<br />
tuhan<br />
tolong bawakan pergi rasa kesedihan yang pilu ini<br />
sampai bila?<br />
sampai bila lagi?<br />
yup i know<br />
cuma aku tidak dapat menafikan rasa rindu kepada mereka<br />
<br />
mereka yang tiap kali aku derita atau pilu aku tumpang kasih sayangnya<br />
mereka yang tiap kali aku gundah gulana mereka akan memberi nasihat yg mengingatkan kembali kepada zikrullah<br />
<br />
hati kecilku pasti berkata<br />
arrghhh<br />
kau tak kan paham<br />
kau tak tempuh lagi apa yang aku tempuh<br />
apa pernah kau kehilangan kedua ibu bapamu?<br />
<br />
hai la hati<br />
sampai bila????azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-79403988851325458992015-09-18T11:53:00.003+08:002017-01-25T16:19:54.390+08:00Kenangan lalusering sahaja aku berkelana<br />
berhenti seketika dan termangu<br />
terngiang ngiang kenangan lalu<br />
kenangan itu<br />
di kala remaja dulu<br />
di kala namaku disebut orang<br />
di kala hati tidak pernah jemu<br />
di kala aku di puncak kebahagiaan<br />
<br />
aah<br />
masa terus berlalu<br />
dari kecilku<br />
dari sekolahku<br />
dari kolejku<br />
dari universitiku<br />
dari matinya ibuku<br />
jauh sudah masa beredar<br />
<br />
sesak dada ini<br />
seolah olah masa berputar meninggalkan aku<br />
sementara aku masih lagi di sini<br />
<br />
ku lihat dia<br />
sejambang janggut putih<br />
helaian rambut yg lembut seakan bayi<br />
dengan sedikit kebotakan melepasi dahi<br />
kedutan di tangannya menjadi saksi<br />
keruh jernih pengalaman yg telah di lalui<br />
<br />
iya<br />
ku jua begitu<br />
dia jua begitu<br />
mereka jua begitu<br />
senang mengingatkan kisah lama<br />
<br />
namun<br />
sampai bila<br />
sehingga bila<br />
tika bila <br />
akan kita terus merenung masa yang telah berarus pergi<br />
bumi masih lagi berputar<br />
awan masih lagi menganjak pergi<br />
yg telah tiada telah selesai pertanggungjawabannya kepada yang Esa<br />
yang tinggal hanya kita<br />
<br />
sudahlah<br />
cukuplah sayangku<br />
mari kita teruskan kehidupan<br />
perjuangan kita masih belum perlu diteruskan<br />
<br />
tidak tergiurkan dikau akan Abu Ayub Al Ansori<br />
yg hingga jatuh kulit pipinya <br />
namun masih lagi ingin meneruskan<br />
<br />
tidak terghairahkan dikau akan Muhammad Al Fateh<br />
yg muda namun panjang akalnya<br />
menakluk Istanbul di saat seluruh dunia mengamati<br />
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tidak terangsangkah dikau akan Kara Mustafa Pasha<br />
yg teguh dan jelas dgn igauannya<br />
menjadikan St Peter's Brasilica sebagai masjid<br />
<br />
aahhh<br />
jauh aku dgn dia<br />
jauh aku dgn mereka<br />
aku seolah olah tenggelam dengan pengaruh duniawi<br />
ayuhhh<br />
teruskan melangkah<br />
kerna perjuangan kita masih lagi megah<br />
kerna perjuangan kita perjuangan Lillah!!!azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-4571262382910725812015-08-25T14:08:00.001+08:002015-08-25T14:08:24.065+08:00Hujan kau ingatkan aku tentang satu rindu....Dah bersarang dah blog ni..<br />
ngee.. Alhamdulillah.. still alive.. still berada dalam tarbiyah..<br />
syukur..<br />
cuma ujian terbesar aku sekarang ialah <br />
ada moment2 yang aku masih lagi teringatkan ummi..<br />
ummi pergi 7/7/2015.. pukol 1.00am..<br />
yang paling aku terkilan ialah aku memang x de gambaran langsung apa kondisi umi sebelum saat2 kematian dia..<br />
sampai ke akhir hayat dia suruh abah n kakak rahsiakan apa yang dia alami<br />
<br />
x salah utk menangisi.<br />
but jgn la smpi afek dakwah dan tarbiyah diri..<br />
ya Allah tolong..<br />
ujian ni besar sgt<br />
patot la dari awal lagi Aminah dan Abdullah diwujudkan sekadar utk mewujudkan rasulullah.<br />
supaya kebergantungan tu totally pada Allah<br />
ya Allah besar sungguh ujianMu<br />
<br />
moga Allah beri kekuatan..azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-37765341320577023882014-09-04T16:51:00.000+08:002014-09-04T16:51:31.569+08:00syukur...assalamualaikummmm...<br />
lama dah x berkunjung ke blog nh..<br />
hihi..<br />
<br />
too many things happened..<br />
<br />
just want to highlight about how i feel right now<br />
<br />
da lama x rasa syukur<br />
yup<br />
SYUKUR<br />
simple kan perkataan dye<br />
tapi ana susah nk buat..<br />
heee<br />
pelikkan?<br />
k la..<br />
<br />
pikir punya pikir, <br />
eh ana skrg da kna repeat year after i failed stage 3 <br />
so im still in stage 3<br />
then terpikir<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass mase stage 1 and 2 dulu ek?<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass KMB IB 36 tu ek?<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass SPM 10 A tu ek?<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass PMR 9A tu ek?<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass UPSR 5A tu ek?<br />
ehh<br />
sebenarnye cane ana bole pass PTS tu ek?<br />
<br />
ya Allah..<br />
seriuslyyy...<br />
ana memang x ingat n x taw cana ana bole pass semua tuh..<br />
yupp<br />
tarbiyahnya sgtttt cantekkk!!!<br />
rupa2nya Dia ingin menemukan ana dgn jalan ni..<br />
rupa2nya Dia ingin aku bertemu dgn jalan yg sebenarnya...<br />
jalan assolah dakwah<br />
jalan keaslian n keoriginaliti dakwah itu sendiri<br />
kerana disitu..<br />
ana bertemu dgn si Dia..<br />
<br />
ya Allah<br />
sgt besar nikmatMU..<br />
kenapa aku buta?<br />
kenapa aku pekak?<br />
kenapa aku tuli dgn itu semua?<br />
<br />
ampunkan ana ya Allah...<br />
frankly speaking ana memang x layak pon berada disini......<br />
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wahai diri<br />
cintamu seharusnya hanya padaNya<br />
<br />
dan saban hari<br />
saban waktu aku berkata kepada mereka<br />
Allah itu tidak akan menanyakan <br />
apa yg telah kau berbuat di dlm pengajianmu<br />
apa baguskan?<br />
bagaimana rumah sakit?<br />
bagaimana pasien mu?<br />
sihatkah mereka?<br />
kasihan kalian kerana perlu menangani banyak karenah manusiawi<br />
<br />
tidakkk<br />
Allah tidak akan bertanyakan ini<br />
apa yg akan ditanya ialah<br />
apa yg telah kau berbuat disaat mudamu?<br />
dengan apakah yg kau telah habiskan waktu mu?<br />
<br />
and indeed<br />
aku telah diuji dgn kata2 ku sendiri<br />
aku seakan terjerat<br />
saban hari aku berkatakan ini kepada adek2 ku<br />
<br />
dan ya<br />
diatas sana ada tangan yg mengatur<br />
itu yg telah dibicarakan oleh Syed Qutb<br />
<br />
masakan aku tidak percaya?<br />
<br />
aduh<br />
wahai tuhan<br />
aku sememangnya lemah<br />
gagal mengawal emosi<br />
ternyata ilah ku belum lagi Kamu<br />
<br />
Tuhan<br />
aku kecewa dgn diriku<br />
aku tidak berbuat apa yg harus ku buat<br />
namun<br />
hari ini<br />
Kau kirimkan lagi nota cintaMu<br />
Kau telah berkata<br />
"Dia (Yakub) menjawab, Hanya kepada Allah aku mengadukan kesusahan dan kesedihanku. Dan aku mengetahui dari Allah apa yang tidak kamu ketahui"<br />
<br />
yaa...<br />
Kau ingin membetulkan ilahku..<br />
syukran ya rabbi<br />
ya Allah<br />
kuatkan daku....azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-74759219119728711782014-02-23T20:16:00.000+08:002014-02-23T20:16:23.468+08:00longing.. sigh<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitCjSSTLVnqpNt3mP9FlXyQfgGIzUDHTFFoLiIjTVxYpltY_htbjEq8ahA3pbbm4QBqZFw76ApBYh43HjiKx8h8ByydMoCzcsK4QBK9IoKwvRZuw5f1hgL3se2KqQKRUlVAALjyAstieY/s1600/sibghatallah.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitCjSSTLVnqpNt3mP9FlXyQfgGIzUDHTFFoLiIjTVxYpltY_htbjEq8ahA3pbbm4QBqZFw76ApBYh43HjiKx8h8ByydMoCzcsK4QBK9IoKwvRZuw5f1hgL3se2KqQKRUlVAALjyAstieY/s320/sibghatallah.jpg" /></a></div>Jujur ku katakan..<br />
Sudah lama aku diam tidak terkata..<br />
Sudah lama perasaan itu hilang<br />
Kucuba mencari<br />
Namun<br />
Tidak kugapai..<br />
<br />
Ya Allah<br />
Ini adalah hijab yg Kau beri<br />
Kerna diri ini dicalit dgn hitamnya tahi jahiliyah<br />
Ya Allah<br />
Sedihhhh..<br />
Aku ingin bersamaMu<br />
Namun jahiliyah ini laju menghantuiku<br />
Dan aku juga penat merindui jahiliyah itu<br />
Ya Allah<br />
Benar kataMu<br />
Engkau mencari jiwa yg suci<br />
Tulus buatMu<br />
Sibghatallah...<br />
Sigh<br />
azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-9397913142358883062013-06-12T12:53:00.000+08:002013-06-12T12:53:43.816+08:00cintaMukerna sesungguhnya<br />
Engkau yg perlu ku pikirkan selalu<br />
<br />
kerna sesungguhnya<br />
Engkau yg perlu kudamba setiap waktu<br />
<br />
kerna sesungguhnya<br />
Engkau yg ku cinta<br />
<br />
oh Allah<br />
kucuba meraih kembali<br />
detik2 dimana kita mula berkenalan<br />
<br />
kucuba menggapai bait2 indah tatkala aku mula mendambakan cintaMu<br />
<br />
astaghfirullah<br />
udah jauh benar daku dariMu<br />
harapanku cuma satu<br />
<br />
kuingin setiap derap langkahku<br />
diiringi dengan nafas baru<br />
dalam tulus ikhlas mencintaiMU<br />
<br />
kuingin setiap aturan kangkahku<br />
ada redhaMu yg mengiringi<br />
<br />
amin ya rabbal 'alamin..<br />
<br />
moga Engkau redha......<br />
moga Engkau redha......<br />
moga Engkau redha......<br />
<br />
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_gAwSeu3Ntebj12nTMiyPV_OilmziHH7_prBiYgnk-1gNCmn1wYr_S_GmY1TltuwTgkQBKVEGPVGdCUtZdVSJ6RzyRTIthC0-p7Lahb4tvJ7ggP_j_hzZkPLQhL7-PZT2fuiZWsL41VI/s1600/petal+heart.jpg" imageanchor="1" ><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_gAwSeu3Ntebj12nTMiyPV_OilmziHH7_prBiYgnk-1gNCmn1wYr_S_GmY1TltuwTgkQBKVEGPVGdCUtZdVSJ6RzyRTIthC0-p7Lahb4tvJ7ggP_j_hzZkPLQhL7-PZT2fuiZWsL41VI/s320/petal+heart.jpg" /></a>azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-22153842918511987132012-02-03T21:18:00.000+08:002012-02-03T22:07:30.177+08:00Muhammadku.. Muhammadku...<a href="http://homefamilysite.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/muslimah.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 283px; height: 611px;" src="http://homefamilysite.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/muslimah.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />listening to rindu muhammadku... by indonesian kids and rapping by male adults..<br />it is such a beautiful song..<br />as how can a little kid know on how to portray their love to Muhammad eventhough they never see him once...<br />n now, truely..<br />i feel soooo saaaddd!!!!<br />i dont know why..<br />really want to feel His existence and belonging to Him like when i first know Him..<br />i am really sad..<br />with myownself...<br />as i know that i did not do any much of work..<br />coz my friends are still being trapped by Mr J..<br />penat goda diorang..<br />Mr J pown cbuk nak goda diorang..<br />memang..<br />jalan nh panjang, penuh onak duri..<br />sebab 2 la ade kate2 dari siape ek??<br />x engat...<br />"kalau jalan ini mudah dan senang, pasti ramai orang yg akan melaluinya.. tapi hakikatnye jalan ini panjang dan penuh dgn onak duri"<br /><br />sedeynye...<br />pade mase yg same there it comes..<br />family probs...<br />memang mcm2 ujian..<br />sebab saje Dye nak uji..<br />kadang2 rase menyampah sebab kacau perjalanan dakwah..<br />susah keje sebab terganggu emotional smpi lambat nak pikir pasal dakwah..<br />but i know that He just want to test me...<br />Allah...<br />pliz..<br />be by my side..<br />eventhough i know that You are ALWAZ by my side..<br />and i am the one that alwaz astrayed from You...<br /><br />sedang diuji dgn ayat ini;<br />"katakanlah,'jika bapa2mu, anak2mu, saudara2mu, istri2mu, keluargamu, harta kekayaan yg kamu usahakan, perdggan yg kamu khuatirkan kerugiannya, dan rumah2 tempat tinggal yg kamu sukai, lebey kamu cintai drpd Allah dan rasulNya serta berjihad di jalanNya, maka tunggulah sampai Allah memberikan keputusanNya.' Dan Allah tidak memberi petunjuk kpd org2 fasik" (9:24)<br /><br />then, at the same time, mad'u x de pulak..<br />diorang tga cuti..<br />mase kitorg cuti, diorang x cuti, mase diorang cuti kitorang lak x cuti..<br />da la baru tga awal stage..<br />susah nak df jarak jauh...<br />nak keje, tp x de keje...<br />alhamdulillah adek2 nak dtg minggu nh..<br />ade gak la keje..<br />to adek2: mintak maaf sgt2.. akak bukanla akak yg baek.. x mendf korg ngan seDF, DF nye.... ampun sgt2.. moga ape yg akak share ngan korang dulu hingga kini membantu adek2 dalam mengharungi jalan D and T yg penuh onak dan liku ini..<br /><br />Conclusion: bersabarlah diriku... sesungguhnye Dye hanye ingin menguji.. kerna Dye rindu suara yg merintih dan mengharap hanya padaNya.. tetapla terus berada di jalan ini walaupun perlu merangkak atau bertatih kembali.... asalkan engkau terus bergerak... dan bersabarla adek2 ku,sesungguhnye tarbiyah dan murobbi yg paling hebat adelah hanye dariNye... daku hanye insan yg masih diselaputi dosa dan x putus2 masih lagi digoda oleh Mr J..<br /><br />P/S: the identity of Mr J will be revealed in later posts.. stay tune on reading my blog... wallahu'alam... doakan daku terus kuat untuk tsabat di jalan ini... amin...azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-9164772562725907482011-10-17T17:35:00.001+08:002011-10-17T17:53:41.818+08:00..degupan jantungku yg pertama...<a href="http://static.howstuffworks.com/gif/depression-cause-heart-attack-1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://static.howstuffworks.com/gif/depression-cause-heart-attack-1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />hari ini, aku terima sebuah stetoskop ku yg pertama....<br />happy nye memang x terhingga...<br />dgn harapan mudahlah nanti untuk clinical skills sessions...<br /><br />habis kelas...<br />tunggu van untuk balik ke rumah...<br />setelah itu, terus aku capai stetoskop ku....<br />untuk mendengar pula degupan jantungku sendiri...<br />jika sebentar tadi aku hanya mendengar degupan nafas stimulated patient...<br /><br />aku berdiri di hadapan cermin...<br />sambil mula menyarungkan stetoskopku...<br />ku tekapkan stetoskopku ke belah dada kiri ku...<br />dan...<br />ku dengari...<br />degupan jantungku yg pertama...<br />indah iramanya...<br />memang sangat indah...<br />lalu...<br />tanpa kusedari...<br />disaat itu juga ade air panas yg mengalir di muka dan leherku...<br /><br />ya Allah..<br />indahNya penciptaanku..<br />aku telah lahir normal tanpa sebarang komplikasi..<br />terima kasih ya Allah..<br />kerana masih lagi...<br />hingga saat ini Kau membenarkan aku bernafas...<br />ya Rabbi...<br />syukran sgt2...<br /><br />aku tertanya-tanya..<br />mengapa jantung aku masih lagi berdegup...<br />sedangkan banyaknye timbunan dosa yg menggunung tinggi yg telah ku lakukan padaMu...<br />banyaknya maksiatku yg ku lakukan padaMu...<br />x menjaga mata..<br />x menjaga hubungan dengan lelaki....<br />selalu lupa padaMu yg sentiasa mengingatiku..<br />pernah tinggal solat..<br />selalu buat perkara yg x menambahkan rasa cintaku padaMu....<br /><br />namun..<br />hingga kini..<br />Kau x putus2 membiarkan jantungku berdegup...<br />kau x putus2 membiarkan mataku melihat dunia..<br />kau x putus2 membiarkan telingaku mendengar..<br />kau x putus2 membiarkan tgn ku memegang benda..<br />kau x putus2 membiarkan otak aku dapat berfikir..<br />kau x putus2 membiarkan aku terus mendapat nikmat yg terlampau byk dari Mu..<br /><br />ya Allah..<br />malunye..<br />malu sangat-sangat...<br /><br />kalau bole..<br />bole je Kau tetibe stopkan jantung aku kan...<br />bole je kalo Kau geram sgt padaku Kau cabut je nyawaku...<br />x pown..<br />Kau tetibe hilangkan salah satu anggota badanku..<br />x pown Kau lenyapkan je aku dari atas dunia ni..<br />hapuskan semua jejak yg aku pernah hidup..<br />bole je Kau buat semua tu..<br />sebab aku tahu..<br />Kau yg MAHA BERKUASA...<br /><br />syukran...<br />kerana masih lagi mengizinkan aku hidup di bumiMu...<br />terima kasih kerana masih lagi membenarkan aku mengisi peluang ini...<br />untuk cube lagi sekali...<br />hidup dalam nafas dan jiwa seorang hamba padaMu...<br /><br />setiap denyutan jantung adalah setiap peluang yg baru untukku..<br />terus mencube bernafas dalam jiwa seorang hamba...<br />dan sekali lagi...<br />izinkan aku bernafas dalam jiwa hamba kepadaMu....<br />izinkan aku menjadi hambaMu...<br />dan tolong... ya Allah..<br />tolong benarkan aku dapat berjumpa denganMu..<br />kerna ku rindu..<br />ku rindu yg amat sangat,,,<br />i love U, ALLAH!!!!!!azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-39181362628278467742011-10-05T10:21:00.000+08:002011-10-05T10:25:33.908+08:00...ingin mencintaiMU...<a href="http://www.smartinspire.com/3W/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/Love-wallpaper-love-4187632-1920-1200.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 1920px; height: 1200px;" src="http://www.smartinspire.com/3W/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/Love-wallpaper-love-4187632-1920-1200.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum.....<br />Tuhan betapa aku malu<br />Atas semua yang Kau beri<br /><br />Padahal diriku terlalu sering membuatMU kecewa<br />Entah mungkin kerna ku terlena<br /><br />Sementara Engkau beri aku kesempatan berulang kali<br />Agar aku kembali<br />Dalam fitrahku sebagai manusia<br /><br />Untuk menghambakanMU<br />Betapa tak ada apa-apanya aku dihadapanMU<br /><br /><br />Aku ingin mencintaiMU setulusnya,<br /><br />Sebenar-benar aku cinta<br />Dalam do`a<br /><br />Dalam ucapan<br /><br />Dalam setiap langkahku<br />Aku ingin mendekatiMU selamanya<br />Sehina apapun diriku<br />Kuberharap untuk bertemu denganMU ya Rabbi<br /><br />dengarlah rayuan ini ya tuhanku..<br />ku tahu diri ini kerdil dan penuh lumut2 dosa...azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-38717684216012432802011-09-26T17:54:00.000+08:002011-09-26T18:35:07.874+08:00.::Dimana Dia dihatiku::.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCdKW1Vm-Mv_XlKHNzA9VwDDGbAZwYvwmldNa8yCpNmZtw5rSDccEw25utk50pZf21NiCb-lZOG-gzqUiJjRYWJl_hNHphjCm_1v-LCdGE3Pns1otZ0a5sVbuCXRlI8cQLsqY08aPsw0Xf/s1600/Cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o+Partido+(2).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 987px; height: 912px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCdKW1Vm-Mv_XlKHNzA9VwDDGbAZwYvwmldNa8yCpNmZtw5rSDccEw25utk50pZf21NiCb-lZOG-gzqUiJjRYWJl_hNHphjCm_1v-LCdGE3Pns1otZ0a5sVbuCXRlI8cQLsqY08aPsw0Xf/s1600/Cora%C3%A7%C3%A3o+Partido+(2).jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum.......<br />da lame x tulis....<br />da bersarang labah2 dah blok nh...<br />alhamdulillah... mesti sumer da slamat sampai ke uni masing2...<br />ape khabar???<br />selepas beberapa bulan cuti??<br />otak maseh chat???<br />hati???<br />hehehe...<br />xpe2.... jwb dalam hati je ek...<br /><br />ari ni ada belajar pasal mitosis dan meiosis..<br />mesti da taw kan???<br />tapi tadi bile prof Bradley terangkan balek metaphase...<br />tetibe teperasan...<br />kan chromosomes ditarik oleh kinetochore or spindle fibres kat metaphase plate tetibe teringat....<br /><br />"kite sentiasa terdedah kepada 2 tarikan iaitu tarikan iman or syaitan/nafsu."<br />-muntalaq-<br /><br />sedarkah anda situasi kite memang macam chromosome 2h....<br />untuk analogi nh memang x pe kalo cell 2 arise and becoming error cells like trisomy 21 dimana sume chromosomes pegi kat one pole.... <br />dan one pole itu adalah satu2nye pole yg sepatutnye kite pegi....<br />iaitttuuuuu..........................<br /><br />of course la pole iman..<br />gile ke ape nak amek pole syaitan...<br />tapi memang sgt terasa cuti nh...<br />hipokrit pown ade...<br />rasenye aku da masuk dalam golongan munafik kowt...<br />macam dalam surah albaqarah..<br /><br />"Dan apabila mereka berjumpa dengan org yg beriman, mereka berkata, kami telah beriman. tetapi apabila mereka kembali kepada setan2 mereka, mereka berkata, sesungguhnya kami bersama kamu, kami hanya olok2 apabila bersama org beriman."<br />-2:14-<br /><br />gile kan???<br />mase cuti memang x dinafikan im getting astrayed when im back home..<br />n now suddenly im starting back my old routine that b4 this i did when i was in MCB...<br />hhhmmmmmmmmmmmm............<br /><br />but of course i will change it!!!!!!<br />how come i will let go of this opportunity to meet Him!!!!!<br />Allah!!!!!!!<br />wait 4 me!!!!!!!<br />im coming 2 ur embracement!!!!<br />please wait 4 me...<br />i know i have done wrong...<br />x dek lak tetibe aku buta or kaki aku patah or tetibe Allah da x bagi aku hirup oksigen yg memang free nh...<br /><br />im so stupid!!!!!!<br />seriously....<br />it will not happen again...<br /><br />teringat lak ade kak sofi share tazkirah daripada ustaz athif...<br /><br />"berapa ramai manusia yg ade dalam dunia nh, tapi hanye beberapa je yg Allah pilih sebagai muslim...<br />berapa ramai muslim yg ade dalam dunia nh, tapi hanye beberapa je yg Allah pilih sebagai mukmin... berapa ramai mukmin yg ade dalam dunia nh, tapi hanya beberapa je yg Allah pilih sebagai daie.. dan berapa ramai daie yg ade dalam dunia nh, tapi hanya beberapa je yg Dia pilih untuk lepas masuk ke syurgaNya.."<br /><br />kalo x sekarang, bile lagi??<br />kite dapat hitung kite da menyambut hari lahir ke berapa pada tahun nh..<br />tapi kite x dapat menghitung berapa lama lagi mase yg kite akan hidup....<br />itulah realitinye...<br /><br />ibaratnye adalah kite adalah penumpang kapal yg tercicir ke laut..<br />pas2 tetibe ade org hulurkan pelampung...<br />sepatutnye kite sambut pelampung 2..<br />tapi alih2 kite berenang away from pelampung 2..<br />dan anehnya kite makin bergembira meronta-ronta kelemasan dalam air laut yg dalam 2...<br />berpaling kpd kebenaran or erti kata lain adalah..<br />balek kembali kepada kekasih kite yg sentiasa x pernah LUPA memutuskan nafas n memberi kite makan n membiarkan kidney berfungsi, jantung berdegup, hormonal change terregulate, mase makan x terchoke dgn adenye peristalsis movement, mata dapat melihat, telinga dapat mendengar, mulut maseh bole berkata-kata, jari bole menaip while surfing the web yg tah pape...<br /><br />DIA X PERNAH LUPE!!!!!!!!!<br />percaye x???<br />kite je yg lupe kat Dye..<br />sebenarnye sape yg hamba sape nh???<br />betul ke yg KITE adelah hamba Dye???<br />mcm terbalik kowt..<br />sape lak yg tak pernah berhenti berkhidmat pd kite??<br />subhanallah...<br />istighfar byk2...<br />azza pown..<br />istighfar byk2...<br /><br />try x ray hati...<br />cari Allah..<br />adekah Dye ade di segenap simple squamous epithelium cell kite??<br />adekah setiap cell kite telah berfungsi dibawah hakikat hamba kepada Nya??<br />adekah secondary oocytes yg bakal aku persenyawakan nanti sudah terendam dgn kalimat DYe?????<br />i dont think so......<br /><br />sebenarnye aku memang x bersyukur..<br />entah dimana Dia di hatiku...<br />aku mahu Dia sentiasa di hatiku...<br />Ya Allah... izinkan aku menatahkan Engkau di hatiku..<br />aku tahu aku memang hamba yg hina..<br />aku tahu aku memang selalu futur n bwat maksiat padMu...<br />my Love...<br />pleaseee!!!!!!!<br /><br />Kau bersihkan lah diriku..<br />Kau cucikan lah hatiku yg kotor ini...<br />biar perit..<br />aku akan terus berlari mendapatkanMu...azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-61267629272198242542011-08-24T00:09:00.000+08:002011-08-24T00:19:45.057+08:00.::i wanna be by Ur side forever::.<a href="http://display.cuddlycomments.com/5/44494e2d216dcf3e7.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 479px; height: 331px;" src="http://display.cuddlycomments.com/5/44494e2d216dcf3e7.gif" border="0" alt="" /></a>
<br />Berubahkah aku hanya bila ada sesuatu
<br />Terus aku pulang pada sikap sebelum kuberubah
<br />Hanya sekedar sesuatu tak berapa lamapun itu
<br />Jarang kuterendap dalam sikap dimana kuberubah
<br />
<br />Tuhan.....
<br />aku hanya manusia
<br />Mudah berubah lagi dalam sekejap
<br />Tuhan......
<br />aku ingin berubah
<br />Dan kubertahan dalam perubahanku......... (BERUBAH by edcoustic)
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<br />Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
<br />Betapa lemah diriku ini
<br />Berat ujian dariMu
<br />Kupasrahkan semua padaMu
<br />
<br />Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
<br />Indah nikmat sehat itu
<br />Tak pandai aku bersyukur
<br />Kini kuharapkan cintaMu
<br />
<br />Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
<br />Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
<br />Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
<br />Butir-butir cinta air mataku
<br />Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
<br />Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
<br />Ya ilahi....
<br />Muhasabah cintaku...
<br />
<br />Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
<br />Lindungiku dari putus asa
<br />Jika ku harus mati
<br />Pertemukan aku denganMu.............(MUHASABAH CINTA by edcoustic)
<br />
<br />Tuhan betapa aku malu atas semua yang kau beri
<br />Padahal diriku terlalu sering membuatMu kecewa
<br />Entah mungkin karena ku terlena
<br />sementara Engkau beri Aku
<br />kesempatan berulangkali agar aku kembali
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<br />azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-1755068439452192722011-07-28T10:11:00.000+08:002011-07-28T10:35:57.503+08:00.::ENOUGH::.<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-jJNezwS_0Eo/TZxic6uqdgI/AAAAAAAACX8/4R4S4Qn_Jks/s1600/Enough.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 500px; height: 375px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-jJNezwS_0Eo/TZxic6uqdgI/AAAAAAAACX8/4R4S4Qn_Jks/s1600/Enough.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum..<br />memang da lame x tulis kat cni...<br />byk state diri yg dilalui sepanjang mase sengkang bile x menulis kat blog nh..<br />and alhamdulillah...<br />i manage to get not an excel but a good result for IB...<br />and it is not due to my effort pown...<br />memang saje je Allah nak bagi..<br />so that i can still be with Him..<br />maybe if i get a lower result i will be astray..<br />hhmmm..<br />this moment when i tell you bout my result, its remind me of my prevoius achievement in academics...<br />i pass for PTS during standard 3..<br />i get 5As in UPSR...<br />i get 9As in PMR....<br />i get 10As and 1B in SPM...<br />and now i get 36 pts in IB....<br /><br />so many things that He gave me...<br />subhanallah...<br />He keep tracking me whenever and wherever i am...<br />macam sentiasa nak tarik gak aku ni walaupun ade je mase2 yg aku memang x engat pown kat Dye...<br />baek sgt la Allah nh...<br />act, sape yg nak bwat baek ni...<br />aku da la hamba dye... <br />x layak pown nak meminta-minta...<br />hamba mane leh demand btol x???<br />kena ikut je perintah...<br />the problem is....<br />nak settle n sematkan term hamba dalam diri pown mission x accomplish...<br />tapi Dye asyik bagi nikmat byk sgt...<br />makan pown maseh bole makan...<br />kesihatan pown ok...<br />udara pown dapat hirup..<br />and everything is free....<br />x datang pown bil oxygen ke, nyawa ke, jantung ke, lung ke, buah pinggang ke...<br />free belaka....<br />kalo fikir2 balek pown banyak je benda yg Dye bagi kalo kite x senasib...<br /><br />soooo....................<br />ape yg nak dibuat seterusnye?????????????<br /><br />"belum tibakah waktunya bagi org2 yg beriman untuk SECARA KHUSYUK mengingat Allah dan MEMATUHI KEBENARAN yg telah diwahyukan" ALHADID,ayat 16, 57:16<br /><br />cukup2 la dgn benda2 yg karut marut yg x menambahkan iman pown...<br />kite x dapat lari... <br />sebab in the end...<br />kite akan balek kpd Dye gak...<br />kite akan balek jumpe Dye...<br />it is a fact n adalah suatu KEPASTIAN!!!!<br />ayuh!!!!!!!!<br />recharge ur iman!!!!!<br />together to overcome all of His trials and meet Him in JANNAH!!!<br />doakan saye sentiasa tsabat di jalan nh!!!!azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-17796465155064854502011-04-25T18:08:00.000+08:002011-04-25T18:40:01.059+08:00who's my god????<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_g0IEHOA8wGk/Sw7MSyR4ghI/AAAAAAAAADI/DWY1MqsQoCs/s1600/god.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 315px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_g0IEHOA8wGk/Sw7MSyR4ghI/AAAAAAAAADI/DWY1MqsQoCs/s1600/god.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum...<br />i know.. it has been a long time...<br />nice to meet u....<br />hope that all of us will alwaz receive His blessing...<br />realise all of His love that He give every single moment event now....<br />realise that we wake up this morning as His slave...<br />realise that our IC still written as muslim...<br />realise that we are consuming His oxygen...<br />realise that we can do all sort of things only by His permission...<br />Astaghfirullah....<br />lets take a moment to istighfar...<br />astaghfirullah..... astaghfirullah......astaghfirullah...<br /><br />now i realise that im still alive...<br />by His permission....<br />to repent and go back to Him...<br />yes....<br />Life is a battle to find our journey back home.....<br />Home?????<br />yes.....<br />home......<br />to His bare arm.....<br />back to Him......<br />the word is BACK......<br />meaning.....<br />back.................<br />so what?????????<br /><br />if we are not following His rules....<br />means we are not in our natural behaviour or what did we called as fitrah....<br />yes..........<br /><br />well......<br />IB diploma exam is just 8 days left....<br />how sad....<br />i can still count my exam..<br />but i cannot count how many days do my days will be there for me...<br />funny, right???<br />we r keep ourself busy ALMOST 24 hours to focus on study....<br />but our prayer is only 25 minutes for each solah...<br />zohor, asar, maghrib, isyak n subuh.....<br />(that's only if we perform our each solah 5 minutes)<br />dont get me wrong...<br />im not saying that lets leave our study behind and JUST SOLAT!!!<br />DONT GET ME WRONG, OKAY!!!!<br />study is one way of ibadah....<br />to bring islam back....<br />to bring islam's dignity back....<br />....................<br />.......................<br />how to let our study as an ibadah?????<br />hmmmm........<br />cube tanye org...<br />study sebab ape....<br />duit???<br />cita2??? <br />family???<br />nak status???<br />cinta???<br />if semua benda ni da tercapai, then kita da bole mati la ek??<br />for instance, if kite study tok dapat kesenangan, then bile da rase senang later in the future, kite da bole mati la ek???<br />sebab cita2 n harapan da tercapai....<br />gitu???<br />hhhmmmmmm.......<br />maybe later kite akan kupas dgn lebih mendalam cane nak study untuk Allah...<br />u said everyday in doa qunut that INNASOLATI WANUSUKI WAMAHYAYA WAMAMATI LILLAHIRABBILALAMIN..... sesungguhnya solatku, amalanku,hidupku, matiku hanya untuk Allah... tapi camno lak nak buwek????<br />hhmmmmm....<br />later kite discuss ek...<br />tapi jgn lupe pikir2 kan.....<br /><br />just at the moment i just want us to focus about something....<br />bout who's my god???<br />of course Allah...<br />ko ni tanye tah pape tah...<br />aku solat kowt....<br />maybe this is one of the answer that u may give to me...<br />but really???????? <br />Allah is ur God???<br /><br />cuba kalo diberi situasi...<br />mock IB ri tu la contoh...<br />or kalo ade test or exam sem...<br />tetibe....<br />kite tetido awal lak malam 2h....<br />then when we wake up that morning...<br />its still 4 in the morning....<br />the Q is...<br />wat is ur step after that???<br />a)eat??<br />b)grab the book???<br />c)proceed with ur dream???<br />d)qiam???<br />hhmmmm...........<br />u said qiam???<br />think back...<br />mostly even me....<br />will just grab my book.....<br />and right at that moment my god is 'the book'....<br />get me????<br />aku sembah buku waktu 2...<br />bukannye Allah...<br />susah nak ingat Dye waktu2 camtu...<br />x yakin ke ape ek???<br />tapi bukan nak suruh tinggal buku ek...<br />jgn salah paham lak...<br />kang t org kate azza suruh x yah bace buku..<br />sebab Allah suruh solat 24 jam...<br />pang sat gi baru taw!!!!<br />okla...<br />till pen meets paper...<br /><br />huh???<br />ade gune pen ke???<br />paper??<br />huhhu!~<br />assalamualaikummm...<br />kalo ade kemusykilan bole la tinggalkan soklan ek....azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-45198694506969269652011-03-18T18:05:00.000+08:002011-03-18T18:13:33.929+08:00STOP!!!!<a href="http://www.stopmegasheds.co.uk/_borders/STOP%20Logo.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 960px; height: 720px;" src="http://www.stopmegasheds.co.uk/_borders/STOP%20Logo.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />still...<br />having d same probs...<br />how to only having U in my heart....<br /><br />hhmmmm.....<br />IB exam is around d corner...<br />i have to speed my move for my sisters......<br />too many things that i still want to say...<br />too many knowledge about Him that i did not share yet.....<br /><br />hhmmmmm..................<br />and yet....<br /><br />im still have to struggle....<br />with all of my effort.....<br />to ELIMINATE this JAHILIYYAH......<br /> pliz.. Allah...<br />im begging U....<br />guide me.....<br />dont let me astray....<br /><br />i dont wanna be in the mud...<br />like what Syed Qutb said...<br />i dont wanna be in dirty faeces...<br />uweekkk............<br />PLIZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />'only by remembering U i will be in peace'<br />(13:28)<br /><br />im still drowning in these JAHILIYAH!!!!!!<br />arrgghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />JAHILIYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-5123307762487077452011-01-15T08:19:00.000+08:002011-01-15T09:05:03.885+08:00thank U, my love!!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmuVmSIHbkEElr_9YWEqb6wxyEJ0Nn0dAzqFO9_AsxA5h17df5EgSXqc3xfXD4ytowe1gqmzPQvuhZkOcs5MIQ8VxcVu6TYNpOwzcGWJqZaNloZL_MtYn27Y-86Ur8zLYwaUzX5s8afx8/s400/15327046517753l.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 313px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmuVmSIHbkEElr_9YWEqb6wxyEJ0Nn0dAzqFO9_AsxA5h17df5EgSXqc3xfXD4ytowe1gqmzPQvuhZkOcs5MIQ8VxcVu6TYNpOwzcGWJqZaNloZL_MtYn27Y-86Ur8zLYwaUzX5s8afx8/s400/15327046517753l.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />bismillahirrahmanirrahim....<br />assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh..............<br />alhamdulillah.... <br />the IB result had came out, right???<br />and for me it is not a good one compared to others...<br />hehe....<br />but still...<br />alhamdulillah....<br />we are still having the chance to enjoy the magnificence of this wonderful world of His....<br />in fact, bcoz of His love and rahmah towards us, we can still even breath...<br />we can see things....<br />we can hold something....<br />we can walk....<br />we can read...<br />we can hear...<br />we use His oxygen....<br />we consume His food from His plant....<br />we can do so much thing that we want....<br />but the question is.....<br />do we receive any kind of bill from Him every month...<br />or everyday???<br />how much does it cost????<br />rm200???<br />rm20000???<br />or rm200000000????<br />answer this question on your own....<br /><br />and next....<br />we go to the second question....<br />do we use all of His nikmat....<br />we can see things....<br />we can hold something....<br />we can walk....<br />we can read...<br />we can hear...<br />we use His oxygen....<br />we consume His food from His plant....<br />according to His law and rules????<br />do we do things in order to obtain His redha????<br /><br />hhmmmmmmm...........<br /><br />just wanna share something.......<br />before this....<br />i really dont really care about study...<br />you know what???<br />i even whine bcoz He ask me to amar makruf nahi munkar...<br />but at the same time He ask me to be excellent in academics....<br />i was like...<br />ya Allah...<br />how could You do this to me???<br />there are plenty of time that i can do to entertain my target of Your amar makruf nahi munkar....<br />why must You want me to keep busy with this so-called-important-stage-of-life-is-to-study????<br />i know that it is just a medium for us to attract people to amar makruf nahi munkar once we are already have the dr. title.... <br />but still...<br />hmmmm............<br /><br />but now i know and understand perfectly....<br />Allah...<br />forgive me....<br />i know that islam is great...<br />i must show it to the world by be one myself....<br />i must be excellent in academics...<br />dont be a fitnah to my din....<br />islam is great...<br />(islam hebat!!!)<br /><br />on top of that.....<br />O myself....<br />please...<br />remember who you are...<br />you are just His servant...<br />not a coolie....<br />wanna know the differences????<br /><br />COOLIE<br /><br />1) must be paid<br />2) has his own worktime<br />3) can argue about his payment<br /><br />SERVANT<br /><br />1) no money paid<br />2) worktime is every single sec of his life<br />3) cant argue about his payment bcoz he dont has salary<br /><br />cool, huh???<br />we are more in a lower status than coolie...<br />hahaha...<br />is it funny???<br />have u watch or heard about servant during the jahiliyah era???<br />era at mecca before Muhammad came???<br />many women had been made as servants...<br />and what that they can do???<br />their owner can do anything upon them...<br />they can hit them...<br />they can sell them to another owner..<br />they can rape them...<br />or even make money by do a prostitution bussines...<br /><br />and how do all the servants survive???<br />can they say something??<br />can they do the same to their owner??<br />can they be angry to their owner???<br />the answer is no.....<br /><br />reflection:<br />now back to our story..<br />what about us?????<br /><br />im going to give a statement...<br />we are HIS SERVANT....<br />conclusion- what we should do???<br />can we argue things with Him???<br />can we be sad of His nikmat??<br />can we be dissapointed upon Him???<br />can we be jealous upon Him???<br />can we be lazy upon Him??<br />the answer is................<br />...........................<br />...........................<br />fill in the blank..........<br />answer this question deep inside your heart....<br /><br />we are JUST His servant....<br />a servant need to be alwaz agree and do whatever our owner ask us to do...<br />and He can make up any regulations that He want becoz we are only borrowing all of His assets....<br />borrowing what????<br />our brain...<br />our hands...<br />our eyes....<br />our legs....<br />out mouth....<br />our niat...<br />even our soul...<br />..........<br />...........<br />...........<br />eh....<br />then...<br />what is mine???<br /><br /><br />the answer is....<br />..............<br />...............<br />...............<br /><br />NOTHING!!!!!!!<br />nothing......<br />isy isy isy...<br />kesian........<br />org miskin rupenye....<br />eh...<br />bukan org miskin...<br />memang x termasuk dlm apa2 golongan...<br />bcoz even the poor people can walk, talk, ask for money....<br />aiyak...<br /><br />then...<br />are we not ashame with HIM????<br />hmmmmm........................<br /><br /><br />reminder:::::::<br />the death is chasing for u.. and it is certain for the time to come....<br />watch out!!!!!!<br /><br />next action????<br />i'll do anything for U...<br />just for U...<br />bcoz i am YOUR servant...<br />.........................<br />..........................<br />...........................<br />..........full stop...........azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-18941518303537071342010-12-28T16:53:00.000+08:002010-12-28T17:14:35.137+08:00..::every single sec counts::..<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVl8QzxSsiGEoviGqW64De3okvD-1zb8-WZq2O0YqBmRzP8Dpf4cxdSWK1n8gOeilPvAp5HnCnurHC9QXntSdRVtHc-vhwXHJvV-noAatJJq_ekjCxaGuHA7bw08_lGZCgg8o5MFf8A_8C/s1600/sang+bidadari.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 595px; height: 604px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhVl8QzxSsiGEoviGqW64De3okvD-1zb8-WZq2O0YqBmRzP8Dpf4cxdSWK1n8gOeilPvAp5HnCnurHC9QXntSdRVtHc-vhwXHJvV-noAatJJq_ekjCxaGuHA7bw08_lGZCgg8o5MFf8A_8C/s1600/sang+bidadari.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum...<br />today.....<br />wat i wanna write is more about myself...<br />and its a kind of reminder for me especially.....<br /><br />its a long holiday...<br />and to be honest...<br />i hate holidays.....<br />why???<br />cause my relationship with Him usually will become weaker...<br />and during those days...<br />shaytan will put its fullest effort to keep me away from Him...<br />hope that they will sent only a prebet shaytan for me...<br />cause i know...<br />i will not be strong enough to withstand a coperal shaytan...<br />and i am determined that im going to confront with them later...<br />as time goes by...<br />i will make my faith in U strong!!!<br /><br />i know....<br />it is the same U when im in KMB or home...<br />it is the same love that i get....<br />U let me breath...<br />U let me eat....<br />U let me see the world...<br />U let me live one more day to give me chance and repent...<br />U even let my hands move and type this thing...<br />it is all becoz of UR love to me...<br />i know...<br />but still....<br />i alwaz forgot U...<br />and U....<br />alwaz remember me...<br />by letting me do everything listed above...<br />by letting me do watever i want...<br />even letting me betray U....<br />in hope that i will come back to UR arms...<br /><br />*sigh*<br /><br />o....<br />myself...<br />r u not AFRAID of HIS HELL??????<br />do u think that all of His reminder in Quran are just plain jokes????<br /><br />come on baby...<br />back to the right path...<br />dont let urself jump into the monies again....<br /><br />He has so many servants..<br />and all of them are persuing His love..<br />why dont u want to compete with them???<br />come on!!!<br />wake up!!!!!!<br />wake up from UR ALMOST-REAL-DREAM!!!!<br />in the end...<br />u will meet Him...<br />and what kind of love do you want to show Him??<br />what kind of ibadah do u want to present to HIM??<br />dont be like Qabil....<br />He will not accept ur rotten ibadah..<br />so dirty and smelly....<br />so ugly.....<br />even u cannot stand to be by ur amalan together in the grave...<br />with u...<br /><br />remember 3:9<br />ali imran: verse 9<br /><br />"He will keep His promise!!!!"<br /><br />and remember...<br />every single sec counts....<br />wat did u do..<br />or u r doing..<br />counted for the hereafter day..<br />for the JUDGEMENT DAY!!!!!<br /><br />(SETIAP DETIK DIHISAB)azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-37067717750358945662010-12-23T14:02:00.000+08:002010-12-23T14:42:01.564+08:00FLY ME TO THE MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<a href="http://www.scenicreflections.com/ithumbs/Fly%20Me%20To%20The%20Moon%20-%20Movie%20Wallpaper%20-%2002.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://www.scenicreflections.com/ithumbs/Fly%20Me%20To%20The%20Moon%20-%20Movie%20Wallpaper%20-%2002.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />Fly me to the moon<br />and let me play among the stars<br />Let me see what spring is like<br />On jupiter and mars<br />In other words,<br />hold my hand<br />In other words,<br />Darling take me<br />Fill my heart with You <br />and let me love for ever more<br />You are all I long for<br />All I worship and adore<br />In other words,<br />please be true<br />In other words, <br />I love YOU.....<br />........<br />........<br />........azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-45924603244726396302010-12-21T23:58:00.000+08:002010-12-22T00:07:29.220+08:00doubt???i dont know how to start with.......<br />i'm too bad...<br />bad girl.....<br />bad daughter....<br />im a bad person...<br />bad servant....<br /><br />i cant even think only U..<br />how can U alwaz think about me when im not thinking of U??<br />O Allah...<br />pliz..<br />let me feel UR love once more...<br />and i will hold onto it...<br />will hold onto it...<br /><br />hold it to U like what i did to that Korean idol...<br />hold onto U like what i did to those TV shows...<br />hold onto U like what i did to that Japan dramas....<br /><br />no... no...no.......<br /><br />i will keep on to U more than all these and those things in this world..<br />pliz...<br />i really need UR love...<br />im begging U....<br />dont let me be where U cant see me as UR precious....<br />can i be UR love one????<br />eventhough i admit that im no good to U compared to Muhammad..<br />compared to Aisyah...<br />compared to Khalid al-Walid....<br />compared to all sahabat..<br />compared to Hassan al-Banna...<br />compared to Syed Qutb........<br /><br />PLEASEEEEE..........<br />return me back to where i am........<br />to UR arms.....<br />.............<br />............<br />.......<br />......azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-80223316097524854082010-12-05T00:48:00.000+08:002010-12-05T01:35:19.525+08:00..::a moment on earth::..<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgprLF7wEQAE0DN5bszHffFxF28CkJ-C3QM8rA7WSVkc_d9EPYw6_vKUGSOZOiK7OR9fXnblH6qOTOfQuaunjTXPF3WhvmBoVS1vaGAQgoeU8Sun2O07VIYxd9YXbACedRz0DlGSFm_14/s320/smiling-planet-earth-cartoon-thumb2794720.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjgprLF7wEQAE0DN5bszHffFxF28CkJ-C3QM8rA7WSVkc_d9EPYw6_vKUGSOZOiK7OR9fXnblH6qOTOfQuaunjTXPF3WhvmBoVS1vaGAQgoeU8Sun2O07VIYxd9YXbACedRz0DlGSFm_14/s320/smiling-planet-earth-cartoon-thumb2794720.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />assalamualaikum......<br />sorry 4 d silent period of time....<br />hehehe....<br />how's ur iman???<br />OK or KO????<br />opsss.....<br />nauzubillah.....<br />insyaAllah we are still in His heart.....<br />like what He said in Surah Ar Rahman:31<br />" We will ALWAZ pay a full attention to all of U, O mankind and jin"<br />HE alwaz gonna remember us...<br />then...<br />a question that we can extract out from the above statement is....<br />"HOW FAR DO WE KEEP A FULL ATTENTION UPON HIM LIKE WHAT HE DID TOWARDS US?"<br /><br />krik....krik.....krik..............<br /><br />seems like there is sound of crickets....(cengkerik)<br />hehehe........ <br /><br />yesterday is the day that i learn new thing......<br />new understanding.....<br />for me..............<br />act, it is not a new understanding.....<br />it is just that i am new to this understanding.......<br /><br />*flashback*<br /><br />time:3 pm<br />venue: somewhere around pak guard's house<br /><br />all of us (M09C) are waiting for any vehicles that are going to pick us up to meet teacher fauziah in bagan lalang....<br />and then........<br />i notice that i cant hear anything whenever i wanna call somebody using my latest handphone...<br />i only can texting.....<br />that's the end of first tragedy....<br /><br />time:4.30 pm<br />venue: somewhere around sg pelek<br /><br />our unique vannette broke down...<br />all of us were stuck at the middle of the road with many of cars behind us keep beeping their hon....<br />as the result..<br />we have to pull over our van to the other side of the road so that we are not blocking the way......<br />end of second tragedy....<br /><br />a bit later...<br />i text my sister to ask about my phone and she suggest me to turn off and on my phone again ...<br />i did and later on i can hear someone talking when i call my sister...<br />alhamdulillah...<br />i quickly call my mother and suddenly she said that my grandmother was gone at 3 pm today..<br />TODAY!!!....<br />while im waiting for the van...<br />i dont know how to react....<br />end of third tragedy......<br /><br />SELF-REFLECTION:<br />feel like filling in CAS form....<br />aiyak....<br /><br />i learn something..<br />and u know what??<br />i learn that everything that we plan is only a plan...<br />all of the journey on completing what we had already plan is all depends on Him...<br />the night before...<br />we are just planning to visit teacher fauziah and...<br />of course we do imagine that after econs paper,<br />we will go straight to teacher's house...<br />imagining a very perfect day...<br />and of course without the breakdown of my handphone...<br />without breakdown of the van...<br />without pushing the van aside by ourselves..<br />without knowing that my grandmother was going to leave us..<br />at that moment....<br /><br />i think back....<br />everything will end with Allah....<br />no matter how perfect our plan is....<br />Allah is the one that will be responsible to make our plan comes true or even only a failure plan.. <br />hmm...<br />i just realise that...<br />subhanallah..<br />how can i forgot U????azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-46131331203269422942010-11-16T15:22:00.000+08:002010-11-16T15:31:07.300+08:00.....................................<br />................<br />.................<br />think that u can entertain urself??<br />with all this stuff in this world???<br />till u forgot.....<br />that it is HIS world.......<br />till u forgot......<br />u have a mission to be accomplished........<br />to be His servant..........<br /><br />wat r u rite now??<br />u claim that u have ur own life???<br />even the truth is it is His life??<br />His soul??<br />He only lend u His..<br /><br />come back to the right path, dear...<br />dont ever astray upon Him....<br />bcoz u have nothing..........<br />NOTHING............<br />...............<br />...............<br />fullstopazzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-87809047821002028652010-11-15T02:46:00.000+08:002010-11-15T03:04:31.663+08:00futur???<a href="http://i.ytimg.com/vi/QS0Ub2rTiSg/hqdefault.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 480px; height: 360px;" src="http://i.ytimg.com/vi/QS0Ub2rTiSg/hqdefault.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />still......<br />i did it again....<br />eventhough You r sooo kind..<br />but still............<br />i did it again.........<br />i've already know that............<br />You HATE people that reminding people of U but we ourselves did not do what we ask anybody else to do it... (61:2-3)<br />ya Allah.........<br />U r TOO kind 4 me....<br />when will i change my attitude upon U...........<br />do i deserve to even call U my lover????<br />Ya Allah....<br />PLIZ........<br />dont ever let me be away from U............<br />promise that U will alwaz be by my side............<br />i know that im a very sinful person..........<br />i dont deserve to be ur servant..........<br />ungrateful servant........<br />yea........<br />that is me...............<br />I LOVE U, ALLAH..............<br />but why am i still futur upon U???<br />sometimes feel that U better let me die....<br />but im afraid to confront with U........<br />dont know what to say whenever ur malaikat ask me........<br />what did i do on UR earth.........<br /><br />O myself.......<br />why did u alwaz be like this.........<br />pliz dont ever do that again....<br />u r only let urself be in His HELL!!!!!!!!!!!<br />n it is FOREVER if u keep doing this.....<br />pliz be strong dear........<br />i know that it is apart of urself that u have to sacrifice....<br />but only for awhile.........<br />dont let ur lust be ur LOVER!!!!<br />the time duration that u have on His earth is only for a short term..........<br />just be patient for the time left......<br />He had already give u a sec chance........<br />a chance to repent..<br />as u still alive..........<br />FASTABIQUKHAIRAT!!!!!!!!! (al-baqarah)<br />(lets compete for kindness)azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-69054311361040219502010-10-30T08:03:00.000+08:002010-10-30T11:08:12.364+08:00JEALOUS????<a href="http://www.mizan.com/bookimages/m-belajar_wudhu.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 411px;" src="http://www.mizan.com/bookimages/m-belajar_wudhu.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />it was 5.50 am.....<br />thanks to one of my friends that wake me up for a Suboh prayer....<br />and with the strength that had been given by Him...<br />i managed to wake up.....<br />and with a bit sleepy state of mind......<br />i went upstairs to surau...<br />and like always....<br />about 5 people of my block had already with their prayer clothes...<br />i put down my prayer cloth in surau and went outside to take my wudhu'...<br />and when it was the moment when i wanted to turn on the tap water....<br />there was no water coming out....<br />and it was kind of weird as there was a girl beside me...<br />taking her wudu'....<br />and of course with running water coming out from the next tap water of mine....<br /><br /> <blockquote></blockquote>cant this pipe be used? <blockquote></blockquote><br /><br /><blockquote></blockquote>eh, usually we can use it.. maybe the water will come out a bit later<blockquote></blockquote><br /><br />and right after that......<br />i smile................<br /><br />i know...........<br />hik3...........<br />HE is very jealous.........<br />hehe<br /><br /><br /><br />*flashback*<br /><br />time: bout 1.00 am<br />venue: somewhere in our block<br />people involved: me and 4 friends of mine<br /><br />one of my friend share with us bout something....<br />thing that we usually did not realise but we always do that...<br />thanks to her...<br /><br /> <blockquote></blockquote>actually... what we wanna do... it must because of Him.. do not ever do something not based of Allah's rules.... even when we turn on a tap water, we must believe that the water will come out because of Allah who wanna give us the gift of water to us and not the pipe.... because usually when we turn on the tap water we will confidently said that the water will coming out because i turn on the pipe... do u get me??? <blockquote></blockquote><br /><br />and with a deep thought we agree what had been said by her.....<br /><br />*back to the future*<br /><br /><br />i smile becoz i forgot to said bismillah....<br />to remember HIM.....<br />and after that....<br />i said.............<br />BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM...........<br /><br />and becoz of His love upon me.....<br />the water running down.......and...<br /> i still can take my wudhu' and had our dating for that morning in jemaah.....<br /><br />He is really jealous.........<br />even a sec we do not remember Him..........<br />He will make u do that......<br /><br />LOVE U, ALLAH!!!!!!!!azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9193474858425329576.post-59428555235680337962010-10-25T21:49:00.000+08:002010-10-25T22:18:43.864+08:00LOVE EPISODE WITH HIM.........<a href="http://images.lasyk.net/118963.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://images.lasyk.net/118963.png" border="0" alt="" /></a><br />at that time, i was on the trip to BALAI SENI LUKIS NEGARA and KLCC....<br />this situation happened in Masjid KLIA.....<br />hik3....:-><br />act, i'm really shy to share this moment with all of you...<br />but still...<br />i wanna share it too....<br /><br />*flashback*<br />everyone was ready to grab their own lunch at that time....<br />we're gonna have chicken!!!!!<br />yeah!!!!<br />but then...<br />i saw one of my friend was a bit choosy..<br />she wanna pick her favourite chicken before anyone could probably take hers...<br />and then...<br />one thing that was crossing my mind...<br />why dont if i do that also?<br />hehehe<br />*devil laugh*<br /><br />then a small angel beside my head said that i should not be choosy...<br />HE had already choose the best and right REZKI or gift for you...<br /><br />so...i changed my mind....<br />i just took any polysterine that i could reach at that time....<br /><br />and to my surprise..<br />i get my favourite chicken....<br />hehehe<br />*angel laugh*<br />HE HEARD MY WISH....who??<br />who else????<br />my love..hehe...<br /><br />but then...<br />i ACCIDENTALLY announced that i have that particular part of chicken..<br />and suddenly my friend wanna ask for an exchange...<br /><br />isk3..<br />i almost cried..<br />but only in my heart...<br />and with my sincerest smile.....<br />i gave my FAVOURITE chicken to her....<br />hmmmm....<br /><br />.................<br /><br />...................<br /><br />a mood of disappointment.......<br /><br />aiyak................<br /><br />i just proceed eating my meal....<br />and somehow, i wish that she could give me a little bit of that part of my favourite chicken....<br /><br />and right after the moment i said that....<br />suddenly i saw a little bit of part of my favourite chicken was in my food polysterine....<br />hehehe<br />*angelic laugh*<br />really....<br /><br />i have already told you....<br />HE DO LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />toing...............toing..............toing.....................<br />*a-wanna-jump-due-to-a-very-excited-state-of-feeling sound*<br />hik3......<br /><br />currently listening to WITHOUT YOU... by SAMI YUSUF.....<br />really suit the atmosphere....<br /><br />that is MY love story...................<br />wat about you??????????????azzahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03281271215593395100noreply@blogger.com0