Thursday, September 30, 2010

....THIS IS IT...



do you feel that you are too dissolve in IB???
dissolving yourselves in it...
till you have already forgotten why you are here in this earth...
to be an abid and His khalifah????
please dear.....
dont be like that...
if you want to know bout something....
i'll tell you...
actually..
it is just a process of filtration.....
for Allah to filter who is the best SERVANT of HIM...
"DO YOU THINK THAT I HAD ALREADY CREATED YOU FOR NO REASON AND YOU WILL NOT BE SENT BACK TO US????"
(23:115)
please my dear...
dont be like that....
are you not afraid of HIS HELL????
this is a kind of reminder for me too...
in case that i am too dissolve in IB too...
as being an IB student in sem 3 is a very challenging phase in
maintaining your FAITH!!!!!!
Hadith from our beloved Rasulullah had already said that
"Heaven is surrounded by difficulties while Hell is surrounded by easiness"

it is such a norm for us that it is hard to get such an expensive item..
like if we want gold, we have to go to the gold mining and have to dig...
and keep digging till we found one...
contrast with sand...
if we want sand, just go to the beach and just take it...
what is the most important is that we have to mujahadah..
MUJAHADAH is a way to jihad or fight with our own lust and shaytan...
even if you are smart enough but you did not mujahadah, it is still countless in the eyes of Allah...
let say that you want to wake up in the morning to pray Subuh prayer...
but at the same time your lust ask you to keep sleeping...
if you dont mujahadah at this moment,
you had already have your LUST AS YOUR GOD!!!!

think about it.....
you had already known where is your end (death)..
just have to MOVE YOUR ASS and change...
SHIFT YOUR PARADIGM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

HE ALREADY WANNA LEAVE US!!!!

when he first knock our doors..
im just waving him from inside
neither greets nor smile for him..
when he is near beside me..
im just treat him for granted
only to fulfill my satisfaction with a lot of defence mechanism...
defence mechanism.....hmmmm
an excuse to run away from filling IBADAH during his visit...
actually,,,
i DO NOTHING!!!!!
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING..........
it is really true that the CHOICE IS OURS!!!!!!!!
OUR LOVER had already said this in our love letter that He had already give us a gift of GOODNESS AND BADNESS!!!!
(really give me a long thought)
hmmmm
(AS-SYAMS:8)
RAMADHAN is already wanna GO BACK!!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

.::NOW I SEE::.


please ALLAH dont leave me....

i've already surrender myself to you..

i dont know wether i've already did it with fullheartedly..

i dont know...

just guide me, please..

dont leave me....

please...

please..

please...

i'm starting to feel the same way......


(93:3)

HE IS NEVER FORSAKEN THEE!!!!!

Monday, August 16, 2010

YOU CAME TO ME!!!

You came to me in that hour of need
When I was so lost, so lonely
You came to me took my breath away

Showed me the right way, the way to lead



You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want Is to be with you

You are my One True love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you





You came to me in a time of despair
I called on you, you were there
Without You what would my life mean?
To not know the unseen, the worlds between



For you I’d sacrifice
For you I’d give my life
Anything, just to be with you

I feel so lost at times
By all the hurt and lies
Now all I want Is to be with you





Showed me right from wrong
Taught me to be strong
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH

You came to me
In that hour of need
Need you more than ever
Ya Rasul ALLAH



You filled my heart with love
Showed me the light above
Now all I want is to be with you

You are my One True love
Taught me to never judge
Now all I want Is to be with you



Showed right from wrong
showed me right from wrong

Thursday, August 12, 2010

starts to feel it...

You are just Great
You make her came to me
and wake me up
just to let me finish my homework
i dont know
maybe i am starting to feel it
just glad You are doing so
thank You so much
just love the way You guide me
that's all
(maybe im a bit ashame to confess something)
from the bottom of my heart
it is not the first time
You did something like this
lots and lots of times
(^_^)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

WITHOUT YOU....

Across the space between
Across eternity
Where love winds a path unseen

Out of the wilderness
You beckoned my every step
I stumbled sometimes and yet
I never once looked back

�Cos I would see
The man I know I used to be
How I was lost before you reached for me
No I don�t know
Where I would go
What I would do

Without You
Without You
Without You

Like a heart between beats
I would feel nothing you see
If you took your love from me
I don�t know what more would life mean?

I'd use my final breath
To call out your name and let
That breath upon the breeze
Rise like a kiss to thee
[ www.thenasheedlyrics.com ]

So you might see
Just what your love has meant to me
And what the cost of losing you would be
No I don�t know
Where I would go
What I would do

Without You
Without You
Without You

�Cos I would see
The man I know I used to be
How I was lost before you reached for me
No I don�t know
Where I would go
What I would do

Without You
Without You
Without You

Saturday, August 7, 2010

SHHH!!!!

no matter how far i avoiding You..
You are still following me...
no matter how hard i play with You
You will try Your very best to win over me
You are one of my miracles
i dont know how to say it
You are undescribable.....