Thursday, September 30, 2010

....THIS IS IT...



do you feel that you are too dissolve in IB???
dissolving yourselves in it...
till you have already forgotten why you are here in this earth...
to be an abid and His khalifah????
please dear.....
dont be like that...
if you want to know bout something....
i'll tell you...
actually..
it is just a process of filtration.....
for Allah to filter who is the best SERVANT of HIM...
"DO YOU THINK THAT I HAD ALREADY CREATED YOU FOR NO REASON AND YOU WILL NOT BE SENT BACK TO US????"
(23:115)
please my dear...
dont be like that....
are you not afraid of HIS HELL????
this is a kind of reminder for me too...
in case that i am too dissolve in IB too...
as being an IB student in sem 3 is a very challenging phase in
maintaining your FAITH!!!!!!
Hadith from our beloved Rasulullah had already said that
"Heaven is surrounded by difficulties while Hell is surrounded by easiness"

it is such a norm for us that it is hard to get such an expensive item..
like if we want gold, we have to go to the gold mining and have to dig...
and keep digging till we found one...
contrast with sand...
if we want sand, just go to the beach and just take it...
what is the most important is that we have to mujahadah..
MUJAHADAH is a way to jihad or fight with our own lust and shaytan...
even if you are smart enough but you did not mujahadah, it is still countless in the eyes of Allah...
let say that you want to wake up in the morning to pray Subuh prayer...
but at the same time your lust ask you to keep sleeping...
if you dont mujahadah at this moment,
you had already have your LUST AS YOUR GOD!!!!

think about it.....
you had already known where is your end (death)..
just have to MOVE YOUR ASS and change...
SHIFT YOUR PARADIGM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

HE ALREADY WANNA LEAVE US!!!!

when he first knock our doors..
im just waving him from inside
neither greets nor smile for him..
when he is near beside me..
im just treat him for granted
only to fulfill my satisfaction with a lot of defence mechanism...
defence mechanism.....hmmmm
an excuse to run away from filling IBADAH during his visit...
actually,,,
i DO NOTHING!!!!!
ABSOLUTELY NOTHING..........
it is really true that the CHOICE IS OURS!!!!!!!!
OUR LOVER had already said this in our love letter that He had already give us a gift of GOODNESS AND BADNESS!!!!
(really give me a long thought)
hmmmm
(AS-SYAMS:8)
RAMADHAN is already wanna GO BACK!!!!!!!!