assalamualaikum...
i know.. it has been a long time...
nice to meet u....
hope that all of us will alwaz receive His blessing...
realise all of His love that He give every single moment event now....
realise that we wake up this morning as His slave...
realise that our IC still written as muslim...
realise that we are consuming His oxygen...
realise that we can do all sort of things only by His permission...
Astaghfirullah....
lets take a moment to istighfar...
astaghfirullah..... astaghfirullah......astaghfirullah...
now i realise that im still alive...
by His permission....
to repent and go back to Him...
yes....
Life is a battle to find our journey back home.....
Home?????
yes.....
home......
to His bare arm.....
back to Him......
the word is BACK......
meaning.....
back.................
so what?????????
if we are not following His rules....
means we are not in our natural behaviour or what did we called as fitrah....
yes..........
well......
IB diploma exam is just 8 days left....
how sad....
i can still count my exam..
but i cannot count how many days do my days will be there for me...
funny, right???
we r keep ourself busy ALMOST 24 hours to focus on study....
but our prayer is only 25 minutes for each solah...
zohor, asar, maghrib, isyak n subuh.....
(that's only if we perform our each solah 5 minutes)
dont get me wrong...
im not saying that lets leave our study behind and JUST SOLAT!!!
DONT GET ME WRONG, OKAY!!!!
study is one way of ibadah....
to bring islam back....
to bring islam's dignity back....
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how to let our study as an ibadah?????
hmmmm........
cube tanye org...
study sebab ape....
duit???
cita2???
family???
nak status???
cinta???
if semua benda ni da tercapai, then kita da bole mati la ek??
for instance, if kite study tok dapat kesenangan, then bile da rase senang later in the future, kite da bole mati la ek???
sebab cita2 n harapan da tercapai....
gitu???
hhhmmmmmm.......
maybe later kite akan kupas dgn lebih mendalam cane nak study untuk Allah...
u said everyday in doa qunut that INNASOLATI WANUSUKI WAMAHYAYA WAMAMATI LILLAHIRABBILALAMIN..... sesungguhnya solatku, amalanku,hidupku, matiku hanya untuk Allah... tapi camno lak nak buwek????
hhmmmmm....
later kite discuss ek...
tapi jgn lupe pikir2 kan.....
just at the moment i just want us to focus about something....
bout who's my god???
of course Allah...
ko ni tanye tah pape tah...
aku solat kowt....
maybe this is one of the answer that u may give to me...
but really????????
Allah is ur God???
cuba kalo diberi situasi...
mock IB ri tu la contoh...
or kalo ade test or exam sem...
tetibe....
kite tetido awal lak malam 2h....
then when we wake up that morning...
its still 4 in the morning....
the Q is...
wat is ur step after that???
a)eat??
b)grab the book???
c)proceed with ur dream???
d)qiam???
hhmmmm...........
u said qiam???
think back...
mostly even me....
will just grab my book.....
and right at that moment my god is 'the book'....
get me????
aku sembah buku waktu 2...
bukannye Allah...
susah nak ingat Dye waktu2 camtu...
x yakin ke ape ek???
tapi bukan nak suruh tinggal buku ek...
jgn salah paham lak...
kang t org kate azza suruh x yah bace buku..
sebab Allah suruh solat 24 jam...
pang sat gi baru taw!!!!
okla...
till pen meets paper...
huh???
ade gune pen ke???
paper??
huhhu!~
assalamualaikummm...
kalo ade kemusykilan bole la tinggalkan soklan ek....
