.::AZZA FARIHA::..

assalamualaikum...
just wanna share....
yesterday..... He prove it to me once again...
actually, i always know that He always do that..
do what??

loving me....
eventhough i am nobody compared to others..
just imagine... He has lots more lovers of His to be entertained with...
and yet He still chose me..
sometimes.......
just feel that i am not deserve this....
i am not good enough to receive and enjoy the spice of His love upon me....
but still He always DO love me...

Every single moment He is always busy(29) Yet I am ALWAYS pay a full attention just for you(31)

(Ar-Rahman)

just wanna share with you..
how He shows His love...

last week was my hectic week..
busy with my siblings...
my beloved sisters...
and InsyaAllah all of my effort was just for Him..
to build each of my sisters as His love seekers..
InsyaAllah...
it's just that i am busy fulfilling my time just for Him InsyaAllah..
till i did not had much time for assignments...
Bio Lab Reports....
Chem Lab Reports...
and especially my Extended Essay....
seems like my days ruined with unfinished matters...
i was too depressed at that time...
but somehow..
there was a voice in my mind saying that His Promises are always true!!!!
and suddenly i remember..
that is the repeated verses in surah Ar-Rahman...

For all of His Gifts, which one that you want to deny??

lots of time He said that..
and i was determined that He will help me out...
and alhamdulillah...
miracles made by my lover happened..
and somehow the deadlines to pass up all of my assignments delayed...
and yesterday.....
=) =) =) =) =)
YESTERDAY....
finally i had finished my EE...
at nearly dawn.....
and i know He is here beside me...
without hesitating...
He kept giving strength to finish up my EE...
and at 9.40 am at school...
i had already printed out my so-called EE....
Alhamdulillah...
praise be to my lover....
if not becoz of Him...
maybe i am not be able to even walk to class and sent my EE...

and comes to the peak of the story...hehe
actually...
i am really nervous to face my supervisor....
and He assists me with the willingness of my sahabat (beloved friends)
to accompany me and send my EE to my teacher...
i am too afraid...
as it is such a long time since i did not meet my teacher...
and at that time..
that moment...
He loves me....insyaAllah...

i am sorry, teacher... i am just wanna send my EE...

and you wanna know she said???

ok.... just put it there...

PRAISE BE TO ALLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenly i heard a voice said that all of man's hearts belongs to Him and only He can decide what they wanna feel....
Subhanallah...
how can i forgot about that???
He is the one that hold our hearts...
He is the ALMIGHTY....
and immediately another verse came across my head..

if He helps you, then nobody could bring you down

(ali imran;160)

and He only helps me if i follow His path..
and insyaAllah with all of my sacrifices especially time and energy...
only for Him...
He rewarding me with this precious moment....
ameen...ameen...
ya rabbal'alamin...
and yesterday...
a friend of mine, named me as AZZA FARIHA..
which means, THE HAPPY AZZA, in Arabic...
and it is true...
i am really happy..
i am...
bcoz of His love....