doubt???

i dont know how to start with.......
i'm too bad...
bad girl.....
bad daughter....
im a bad person...
bad servant....

i cant even think only U..
how can U alwaz think about me when im not thinking of U??
O Allah...
pliz..
let me feel UR love once more...
and i will hold onto it...
will hold onto it...

hold it to U like what i did to that Korean idol...
hold onto U like what i did to those TV shows...
hold onto U like what i did to that Japan dramas....

no... no...no.......

i will keep on to U more than all these and those things in this world..
pliz...
i really need UR love...
im begging U....
dont let me be where U cant see me as UR precious....
can i be UR love one????
eventhough i admit that im no good to U compared to Muhammad..
compared to Aisyah...
compared to Khalid al-Walid....
compared to all sahabat..
compared to Hassan al-Banna...
compared to Syed Qutb........

PLEASEEEEE..........
return me back to where i am........
to UR arms.....
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