Sunday, December 5, 2010

..::a moment on earth::..


assalamualaikum......
sorry 4 d silent period of time....
hehehe....
how's ur iman???
OK or KO????
opsss.....
nauzubillah.....
insyaAllah we are still in His heart.....
like what He said in Surah Ar Rahman:31
" We will ALWAZ pay a full attention to all of U, O mankind and jin"
HE alwaz gonna remember us...
then...
a question that we can extract out from the above statement is....
"HOW FAR DO WE KEEP A FULL ATTENTION UPON HIM LIKE WHAT HE DID TOWARDS US?"

krik....krik.....krik..............

seems like there is sound of crickets....(cengkerik)
hehehe........

yesterday is the day that i learn new thing......
new understanding.....
for me..............
act, it is not a new understanding.....
it is just that i am new to this understanding.......

*flashback*

time:3 pm
venue: somewhere around pak guard's house

all of us (M09C) are waiting for any vehicles that are going to pick us up to meet teacher fauziah in bagan lalang....
and then........
i notice that i cant hear anything whenever i wanna call somebody using my latest handphone...
i only can texting.....
that's the end of first tragedy....

time:4.30 pm
venue: somewhere around sg pelek

our unique vannette broke down...
all of us were stuck at the middle of the road with many of cars behind us keep beeping their hon....
as the result..
we have to pull over our van to the other side of the road so that we are not blocking the way......
end of second tragedy....

a bit later...
i text my sister to ask about my phone and she suggest me to turn off and on my phone again ...
i did and later on i can hear someone talking when i call my sister...
alhamdulillah...
i quickly call my mother and suddenly she said that my grandmother was gone at 3 pm today..
TODAY!!!....
while im waiting for the van...
i dont know how to react....
end of third tragedy......

SELF-REFLECTION:
feel like filling in CAS form....
aiyak....

i learn something..
and u know what??
i learn that everything that we plan is only a plan...
all of the journey on completing what we had already plan is all depends on Him...
the night before...
we are just planning to visit teacher fauziah and...
of course we do imagine that after econs paper,
we will go straight to teacher's house...
imagining a very perfect day...
and of course without the breakdown of my handphone...
without breakdown of the van...
without pushing the van aside by ourselves..
without knowing that my grandmother was going to leave us..
at that moment....

i think back....
everything will end with Allah....
no matter how perfect our plan is....
Allah is the one that will be responsible to make our plan comes true or even only a failure plan..
hmm...
i just realise that...
subhanallah..
how can i forgot U????

3 comments:

  1. asiff.. blog ni x de la best sgt.. sekadar luahan rase.. ngee... english pon berterabur.. ngee...

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